Friday, December 10, 2010

its really frustrating when ..

you try and try and try 

but nothing you do works.

pointless.
not fair.

the frustration is indescribable.
makes me wanna scream.

no matter how many times you tell the person that 
they are the only one you love
they don't believe you.

having trust issues when you haven't even shown them
that they should. 

what do i need to do to show you 
that i love you.
and that i don't want anyone else
buut you !

i wonderr...



i am conditionally in love with you .
<3



Wednesday, December 8, 2010

likes and dislikes .

Likes ..
1 . lions
2 . snowboarding
3 . football
4 . long walks
5 . camping 
6 . the lake
7 . hoodies 
8 . jeans
9 . bumping music
10 . tanky's 
11 . rain
12 . working out 
13 . horse back riding
14 . hiking
15 . meeting new people
16 . memories
17 . family
18 . traveling
19 . winter
20 . tanning
21 . friends
22 . swimming
23 . love
24 . the beach
Dislikes ..
1 . drama
2 . dull colors
3 . minty ice cream
4 . tea
5 . liars 
6. original flavored sunflower seeds
7 . cheaters
8 . hot wheather
9 . hickeys
10 . peas
11 . boring people
12 . one piece swimming suits
13 . bugs
14 . moving 
15 . baggy pants
16 . rumors
17 . creepers 
   

Monday, December 6, 2010

today .

lets jus say i've had better days .
its a monday .
and of course i have to wake up at six a.m to get ready for school .
its raining .
its cold.
i start to get ready and nothing is going right . so i try to make it work .
i'm late to school .
everything is fine except for those things .
then i go to my one class with my boyfriend
and nothing goes right in that class .
oh how i hate fighting with him .
so i 'm at school sitting in my fourth period class , medical anatomy and we have a sub .
i'm doing work and started to get this pounding in my head .
the pain is intense .
i wanna get up and leave . but i have no where to go .
so i bare with it . .
its after schoool i have no ride and my mom's car is in the shop
and there is no way i'm going to walk . sooo .. i wait at the school for about an hour jus
so my mom can come get me .
i get home and sleep , then everything is fine so far .
the day isn't over yet .